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BLOG SKIN CHANGE!!!!!!!!Ahakz..

Do it myself tau..Ahakz..

Aniwaz plz comment and TAG!!!!!!!!

Actually today nothing much..Stay home and do this thing..

Okies2!!!!AGAIN!!PLS COMMENT!!

ADIOS AMIGOS.....

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Sowie guys for not updating my blog bout my daily activities..The reason is MAMBI MALAS!!!!!Ahakz..Sowie hor..Me update only there is anything interesting on that day la..

Hmm..K lor let talk bout yesterday..Hmm..Yesterday quite interesting..Ahakz..

Yesterday met Zu at the lakeside mrt at 2.45pm coze we wanna go for our riding pract..We reach bbdc quite early so we were like slack at the waiting room..Then it time for our prac..We had to go three round..The practice round..The prelim round..The final round..The practice round was ok till this part at the emergency brake..I was like to fast and when i brake my back tire was skid a bit..I was Drifting Baby..Ahakz..Actually it was no fun at all coze what happen during my prelim round was like fucking painful..It was at the emergency brake course again..I ride the bike was fucking fast..When i did the emergency brake my back tire skid more this time..As i wanna control the bike it fell on my right leg..I was like blur..The instructor was like asking me to pull my leg but i ignore them..My hand were all scratch..My pant torn..My glove torn too..Haiz..I wanna continue the last round..Yar..I fail it..Haiz..My right leg were in pain right now..haiz..Went back and rest at home..Actually i had not have enough slip coze...

At 3.30am..I was still awake and the phone rang..I pick it up and it was my grandma..My mum ask me to accompany her to send my uncle to the hospital..Haiz..I am all injured but nevermind..Nenek nye pasal..Cucu kesayangan dokz..ahakz..Reach my grandma house i watch soccer while my mum call the ambulance(Aniwaz Chelsea sux la..They lost..Takpe..My Fav club pun..ahakz)..My mum went to the hospital taking the ambulance while i took bike to hospital..Have my breakfast at the hospital and went back home..Slip around 6++..

Okies la..That all..Adios Amigos..

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Ohk..That It!!!!!!Tak boleh ta-shan(tahan)!!!!!Tak leh accept!!!!Kasik matik(kasi mati)!!!
Ahakz..

Emo jer..Mati lah gini..Ahakz..

LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

***Life of Methrical Of Life***

What happen to us??After one there is another leaving us..Are we gonna keep losing our brother one after another..First it Wak and now it Nez..Cant we solve our misunderstanding in another way other than keep them away from us..I dont wanna see us to drift apart coze we have been through alot together..Why not we just forgive and forget..Like Shai say:

"we are no kids animore...we are getting older and older each dae....or shud i sae...our maturity shud grow each dae...do you want to look away at ur once called fren when u meet up one dae and just ignore???"

Just think bout it guys..

Gurl..I am still waiting for you..Pls dun ignore me..

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My life is like a gigolo..The only different is i dun give sex but love and care..What i get back is not money but broken pieces of my heart..Maybe this is my love all about..Giving in but not getting anything back..

LOVE..What actually it means..I have given all for love..But why i cant just be happy..Why cant i just get back the love..If love is about wealth and looks..I am sorry..I just cant give anything to satisfy you..I just can promise that my pure heart that full of love for you till the end of my life..I promise happiness for you..

To all that i once help dun thanx me coze i dun need it..Thanx God coze i was once there for you..Becoze of Him we meet and becoze of Him we part..

Dear..There no need to be sorry..I know I cant give anything..This is the end of us..It may be hurt but i willing to bear the pain for your happiness..You take care of yourself..Remember that i will be always by your side..

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Updates for the past few days...

130806(Sunday)

Wake up at 7.30am..Got rewang..Get ready and straight went out..Today for the first time we bacame kendarat..Usually we wash the dishes or food runner..Had our breakfast before get started with our job..We were seperater into two groups..Me,Manga and Pipit take care of the smaller side while Mambo,Fazil,Alif and Kopi take care of the other side..

There was one part where there was one so gorgeous girl came to our side to eat..Manga,Pipit and me cant take our eyes off her..Ahakz..The gurl know that we were watching her..Then Alif came to our side to see that gurl..Because of wanted to see the gurl nearer he help our side to clear her table..ahakz...Too bad nobody get her number..When the wedding ceremony was about to come to end there was one auntie sing dangdut song..We were like gather around and clap our hand..Her dance was superb la..ahakz..

After the ceremony we went to lepak at the Longz..Then Omar came coze Alif,Shai,Mantot and Omar going Johor..

140806(Monday)

Suppose to meet Zu,Lemang and Bomb 11.30 at BB ite but wake up late..Get ready and straight went off and meet them..Bomb and Lemang were taking their breakfast under the void deck..Lepak for awhile then went off to chua chu kang to get my pay..Lemang,Zu and bomb follow me..We waited half and hour but at last i didnt get my pay..Haiz..Ask me to take my pay at the office..

Then off we take the train..They drop off at Lakeside to went to Zu house while i drop at Boon Lay to meet my syg..Was kinda late actually..Ahakz..But she was alright with it..Hmm..Then straight headed to JP and buy tickets for movie..We were watching click..Actually i have watch the movie 2 times but nvm coze Lok have watch it 5 times and still crying watching it..ahakz..Before watching the movie we went to Mac to have my breakfast+lunch..ahakz..I force her to eat the fries..Sorry dear..Just cant eat while people watching..Ahakz..

Then off we went to watch the movie..She kept holding her injured hand..Haiz..Send her back after movie..And went home straight..

150806(Tuesday)

Soccer today..Nothing much..Just that i feel that i have gain my stamina back and my leg was alright..My FORM are coming back!!!ahakz..Cant wait for next soccer meeting..

To Irah..There no need to lie to me..Aniwaz gurl..You never change..

Hey gurl..Take care of yourself hor..You make me worried sey..I hope your hand are ok right now..Aniwaz miss you lots..

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Here is the update for the past few days..

090806(Wednesday)

Today celebrate National Day with the Methricals..Suppose to mit them at 5pm last cabin Jurong East but my brother lah so damn late..Meet Zu,Jo,Ain and Zan at the lakeside mrt interchange first before proceeding to Jurong East..Bomb and the rest were already reach Jurong East interchange..We proceed to City Hall via Woodland..Aniwaz it was Kopi crazy idea all because that we wanted to be seated..

Reach there we mit Amin and Ju..As usual our first stop when we reach Esplanade was the Long John Silver..This time the Long John Silver was full..Me,Manga,Acap and Lok wanted to eat at Burger King but there was no student meal during holiday so Lok was the only one eating Burger King..Lok eating his Burger King at Long John Silver..His burger were damn huge..Ahakz..After eating we smoke outside burger king..

Call Alif thought of having the laughing gas together..But they were laughing already..Our first bottle was at the staircase..Damn..We laugh all our lungs out..Ju wanted to drop so he pull me together so we fall together..All was not satisfied so we buying another 2 can from Suntec..Ahakz..On the way back to the staircase me,Bomb,Ju,Nez and Alif was taking the laughing gas..There was one part where Alif and Bomb say that somebody was staring at me..I was not aware of that because i was already lost..Taking too much of laughing gas..Alif told Zu bout it and we went back to search for the guy..

When reach there the guy was nowwhere to be found..So it laughing gas time..I was taking too much of it..At one time Manga was kicking me all over my body but i did not feel any pain..There was two gang was fighting nearby but i just walk around like nothing happen..My head was damn heavy..Meet all the riders back at the Long John Silver..Mantot was the first one to ask for the gas..MAntot was running here and there after taking the gas..Ahakz..After that we when back straight home taking 97..I was sleeping all the way inside the bus..Damn..Should not take too much of that thing animore..

100806(Thursday)

Today was a short day..WAKE UP AT 5pm..MY HEAD WAS HEAVY..GOING TO GET SICK SOON..

110806(Friday)

As usual the EX went exploring..We went to Bukit Brown Chinese cemetery..It was Hunry Ghost month..Reach there only 8 out of 12 people went in..There was one part where we say a bus light came towards us..So we thought of giving way..Suddenly when it come nearer it was a LOKTANG lorry..We were light running out of the way..The people inside the lorry was staring at us..We ignore and just proceed..I get to take a pic of me and Omar while there was a statue of guard standing at the centre guarding the grave..Mantot was holding my hand all the way inside like a couple..ahakz..

Next we went to East Coast Park..This time only half of us were going to the Mac while the others was sleeping inside the van..Sit around for a while at the Mac and went back to the van..After that we all went back..Me slip around 6am..

120806(Saturday)

Wake up at 730..Damn..Slip for 1 and half hour only..Getting ready for soccer...

Arghh!!Malas uh..Shortcut je la..Sori eh..ahakz..

We won the match 9 to 4..I played the goalkeeper..Having chicken cutlet for my dinner+breakfast+lunch at the Teh Tarik..Hmm..Was damn full..After that went straight home and REST WELL!!!!So i wanna REST WELL NOW!!!!Adios Amigos..

Well dear..My heart always in doubt whether you loving me or not..Haiz..Maybe it time for me to step back a little bit and take it slow..Haiz..Or maybe.......

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Tidakkah kau sedar
hukum alam menyatakan
menyintai tidak semestinya memiliki?

Manusia pandai berpura
berlakon di pentas dunia
dan bertopeng menutup rahsia..
Tetapi hati
tidak pernah berdusta pada empunya
tentang perasaan yang bergolak di dalamnya..

Tidakkah kau sedar
mungkin si dia melafazkan
ungkapan cinta padamu
tetapi hati dan perasaannya
tidak pernah berniat begitu..
Dia hanya berselindung
di sebalik sejuta alasan..

Dan kau
begitu jujur dan setia menyintainya
sehingga terlupa
hukum alam menyatakan
menyintai tidak bermakna memiliki..

-Mambi

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As usual..The methricals to my house to lepakz..Nana also came by..Actually Pipit,Lemang and Nana came my house to study but IT MY HOUSE MAN!!Once there is full of methricals there is no mood to study..Nasib korang la..Ahakz..Hmm..The first to person to come is Lemang..Bringing his lappy along..TOTAL=2 lappy+1 comp..Then it Zu..Again bringing lappy..TOTAL=3 lappy+ 1 comp..Next it Pipit..Also bringing his lappy..TOTAL 4 lappy + 1 comp..Nana turns..Lappy also..TOTAL 5 lappy+1 comp..

Ahakz..Mampos..Electric bill gonna rise..FUCKING DOG!!YEAH!!ahakz..Today Zu and Lemang do the cooking..They cook maggi mee and put ketchup inside..Yucks..I dun eat it..I just dun like the colour..We play lan gaming at my house..Fun sia..Haha..Aniwaz thanx Nana for the ice cream and drinks..Ahakz..

When my parent were back i sleep in my room while they continue playing the lan gaming..Penat siol..Bangun siang..Lemang uh nie..Ahakz..Then the methricals have asam pedas for dinner thanks to my mum..ahakz..Laju jugak Bomb makan sampai tambah..After that we slack at the pondok near my house..FUCKING DOG!!YEAH!!Adios Amigos..

I hope that you will change and we could be together like last time..No matter how long it takes,i will be right here waiting for you..I mish you and love you so much..

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This guy going Emo again..What do i care??This blog is mine..My blog my say..What i say i type..What i type you all read..

Again..Why just i cant stop??It all because of my itchy hand..Why there is need to look to her blog??Haiz..Fadil2..The pictures..The fun they had together..Haiz..Trying to hold on to the tears..No use crying..No use getting sad over it..It should be over a long time ago..I miss her alot but there is no use..She do hate me..She hate me alot..Dun ask me why..Coze i dunnoe the answer myself..She asking me to get a life..Am i that bad..haiz...

I got a question..A question that goes to all..Even to Almighty..But let the question be kept deep inside my heart..Where I and HIM only knows..Where the answer were remain unknown..

Baby i do mish you alot..I do know you mish me too..I know you are too busy..Haiz..Hope to meet you soon..

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040806(Friday)

Wake up at 11.45 by a call from Zu..He came to my house and we went straight to BBDC..I have a stomachache on the way there..While waiting for Zu to finish his practice,I finish my time at the toilet..Tak boleh ta-shan uh..Ahakz..Then it my turn for practice..Zu and I have the same slot for RTE..Before the test,we were so nervous..ahakz..At last while we were doing it we copy each other ans..Ahakz..And YESH!!We pass at the first try..I get 94% and Zu get 91%..

When reach at home Bomb and Lemang already slack around my house..Around 4++ Amin reach my house..Slack all the way..Then when it is near to mahgrib i shouted "Eh tak tahu nak masok mahgrib pe..Kuat nye lagu!!"..You know what happen??ZU..Yes I repeat Zu wanna pray and ask us to join in..Mimpi apa lah kau Zu..haha..Lemang,Amin and Zu had their prayers together first while i have mine alone..

As usual it Friday night so E.X got to work..Wait for Alif van and when straight to Changi village..Slack at Changi village first..As usual,they went to disturb the bapok while Alif,Zu and me went to eat..It was mine first meal of the day and it already 2am..haha..

Whe we reach at OCH,we were split to 3 groups..First group was consist of E.X frontman which consist of Bomb,Zu and Kopi..They will do the recording..The rest were divided into 8 by 7..My group which is group A went to the cool room..At the end of the room was leading to this place where there was this strong and unpleasant smell..We ignore it and decide to combine with group B..We all were seated in a circle in another room..After a few minutes the E.X frontman join us..

Next we went to Sung Sister's House..Nothing much there..Only 6 of us went in..After that off we went home..Slip at 6.30 and need to go to someone performance at 9..

050806(Saturday)

Wake up at 9.45..My leg was in pain again..Damn..Aniwaz I am late to her performance..Double damn..I quickly get ready and went straight went to JERL..I just get to watch her from far..Dun wanna get close to her coze she seem busy..Saw her smile..Miss her lots..Haiz..Wanna mit her but Nah..She happy with her friend..I dunnoe wanna feel sad or happy..Sad because she was too busy with her friend to meet me for jus a while or Happy because she start smiling now coze she have started a new life..Haiz..

Haiz..Me when back without meeting her..Nvm uh..Now here at home..Not going out today coze leg hurt back..

To someone:Haiz..Happy to see your sweet smile gurl..Smile more next time..

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Aniwaz..B4 reading this post i am warning you that this guy is lazy to update his blog..So Everything is mess up down here..Ahakz ..Take care..

300706(Sunday)

Actually i did not do much on Sunday:

->Wake up at 2++
->Bath
->Switch on laptop
->Chat
->Eat
->Slip
->Eat again
->Slip again

All activity was done at home..Lazy to go out..Ahakz..

310706(Monday)

Actually forget what i have done on this day..Nvm..

SKIP!!!!ahakz..

010806(Tuesday)

Soccer today..Malas ar nak elaborate..Ahakz..

020806(Wednesday)

Today rumah aku ribut..ahak..First Zan came first..I was sleeping sey but my bro let him in to the room..Wake up and have a nice bath..After that as usual sit in fornt of the laptop..Then Zan went back to fetch her sis first..Next Manga came and bring Tokyo Drift dvd..I have not watch it but i already download at my laptop..Then Manga went back coze wanna change his clothes first..I and my bro watch
the movie..

As we watch the movie Zan came..Then next Zu..Then Zan went back to take the gig video..After that movie then Bomb came..After Bomb then Manga..After Manga then Lok..Zu,Lok and Bomb eat at my house as my mum finish cooking..Then Zan came back and we started to watch the gig video..After that Alif and Mantot came..After awhile then Kopi came..So together there is 8 people came to my house..Kecoh dok..Ahakz..

After watching the video we went to the voiddeck coze Kopi and Mantot wanna wash their bike..We all went back at 12++..

Aniwaz the Methrical have discuss to have a chalet on the 25th of this month at Pulau Bukom..Mantot have organisise this activity..So Methricals..Get your $25 ready..As the treasurer..I wanna it ready as soon as possible okies..Ahakz..

To Someone:I am sorry to hurt you..I dun mean to make you hurt..The msg were not mean to you..Me tersalah send..I hope you forgive me dear..Love you so much..

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