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040806(Friday)

Wake up at 11.45 by a call from Zu..He came to my house and we went straight to BBDC..I have a stomachache on the way there..While waiting for Zu to finish his practice,I finish my time at the toilet..Tak boleh ta-shan uh..Ahakz..Then it my turn for practice..Zu and I have the same slot for RTE..Before the test,we were so nervous..ahakz..At last while we were doing it we copy each other ans..Ahakz..And YESH!!We pass at the first try..I get 94% and Zu get 91%..

When reach at home Bomb and Lemang already slack around my house..Around 4++ Amin reach my house..Slack all the way..Then when it is near to mahgrib i shouted "Eh tak tahu nak masok mahgrib pe..Kuat nye lagu!!"..You know what happen??ZU..Yes I repeat Zu wanna pray and ask us to join in..Mimpi apa lah kau Zu..haha..Lemang,Amin and Zu had their prayers together first while i have mine alone..

As usual it Friday night so E.X got to work..Wait for Alif van and when straight to Changi village..Slack at Changi village first..As usual,they went to disturb the bapok while Alif,Zu and me went to eat..It was mine first meal of the day and it already 2am..haha..

Whe we reach at OCH,we were split to 3 groups..First group was consist of E.X frontman which consist of Bomb,Zu and Kopi..They will do the recording..The rest were divided into 8 by 7..My group which is group A went to the cool room..At the end of the room was leading to this place where there was this strong and unpleasant smell..We ignore it and decide to combine with group B..We all were seated in a circle in another room..After a few minutes the E.X frontman join us..

Next we went to Sung Sister's House..Nothing much there..Only 6 of us went in..After that off we went home..Slip at 6.30 and need to go to someone performance at 9..

050806(Saturday)

Wake up at 9.45..My leg was in pain again..Damn..Aniwaz I am late to her performance..Double damn..I quickly get ready and went straight went to JERL..I just get to watch her from far..Dun wanna get close to her coze she seem busy..Saw her smile..Miss her lots..Haiz..Wanna mit her but Nah..She happy with her friend..I dunnoe wanna feel sad or happy..Sad because she was too busy with her friend to meet me for jus a while or Happy because she start smiling now coze she have started a new life..Haiz..

Haiz..Me when back without meeting her..Nvm uh..Now here at home..Not going out today coze leg hurt back..

To someone:Haiz..Happy to see your sweet smile gurl..Smile more next time..

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