....::::: My DeAr HeArT..NoBoDy WaNt YoU..It OnLy LeFt YoU AnD Me AlL AlOnE :::::....

Hmm..Long holiday..5 days..Then back to training again..Soon it gonna be tough..Holiday no where near so it gonna be bz..Rifle range coming up..Field camp next..Soon it will be S.O.C and I.P.P.T..

I hope that all that will keep me bz..Keep me away from thinking bout her..

4 years ago it was Love At first Sight..She the one who make me start love..But it only last year that I really get to know her..But because of 1 mistake..Just 1..She make me wait..But the wait was just useless..2 month in the NS it make me far apart from her..Too far to show how much I love her..Too far to show how deep is my love for her..She been dating other guy..She was with other guy while I was in the camp thinking all bout her..

She change..She once told me that I was different from any other guy she know..But now I was an irritating guy who disturb her life..I regret making the mistake..I regret hurting her in the past..But feeling regret cant change anything..

I have done everything to get her back..I beg her..I plead her..I ask for forgiveness..Nothing works..I bought her a ring for her birthday but she reject it..Haiz..

Hanya Padamu:-

I used to be the best guy in your life..But I know I’m not anymore..A mistake separate us gurl..You know that I regret making that mistake..But feeling regret wont change your hate towards me..I know how much sorry that came out from my mouth,how much tears have been flowing out of my eyes and how long I waited you, I wont be getting you back..My wait end here gurl..I gave up..Gave up not because of not loving you anymore..But give up because I know you wont be here with me anymore..Haiz..

If I had a choice again i would never start to love..

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